Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Friday, March 09, 2007

so you had a bad day...






Yes, a bad day. A bad week. I am on administrative leave from my teaching job. I am heartbroken. But, I know that God is in control. "I don't know about tomorrow, there are things I don't understand, I don't worry over the future, but I know who holds my hand." Here's what I've spent my days doing... and the chocolate cake is actually amazingly delicious...the pic doesn't do it justice. : )




Monday, February 12, 2007

Poems

OK, so pretty much poetry makes me happy. I was never much of a poetry fan until college. It is SUCH a release. I'm trying to make my little angels understand that...it's one area of English where there really, honestly are no wrong answers. They're supposed to recite a poem from memory on Wednesday. My Valentine's Day gift to them! :) So, my Valentines gift to you, a couple of mine. I hope you get to spend Valentine's Day with the ones you love. Enjoy!

Last Words
I wanted him to know I understand.
I tasted
the crabapple rage.
I smelled
the mocking isolation
Were God's eyes open to our heartbreak?
My emotions appear as
worn words
on serious white paper.
Yours spill out
in brash, splashy color
on stylish canvas.
Starry Night Vincent
Exquisite.
Wrapped in blue darkness,
the steeple closed its eyes.
God did too.
What eternity do we face?
You and I share a black-cum-gray world.
Players in a tragedy.
Your paintings of anguished release.
My muddled words
fill simply empty air.
We don't belong.
I am sorry for your fight with Gauguin.
I am sorry I missed the train.
I toil with the heaviness of the wheatfield
crows that terrify me.
Dr. Gachet thought you were doing well.
I made it to you Vincent.
If only you had held tighter
to those spiraling tress you painted at Saint-Remy.
I understand the sunflowers now.
They answered for us both.
Dripping a Valiant Death
You watch quietly.
Flickering light.
Billowing.
Flame like an old lady's fingers.
Fiery life's blood drips like tears.
How sad to feel
your body waning.
Each drop steals a bit more.
Scent of wildflowers settling
dim as twilight
Still as a sated lover.
coffee warm.
Flaming, but without malice.
Burning, but not destructive.
Silently knowing your benefit to me
is death to you.
whisper hot words
guide a young man's hands.
Dauntless now. Skin shed.
Your loftiest aspiration to serve.
Gallant light, breathe your last.
Wilt away.

Friday, January 26, 2007

MY Friday night lights

It's Friday night.
9:53
37 degrees
made it through the first week having my attack student back
new furniture (1st in 18 years!)
hot coffee
new magazines
Jimmy Stewart on the TV
hubby playing a video game
daughter out with a "friend"
little boys (son and bud) playing with fire in the back yard -
they are getting ready for the Medieval Faire
haven't talked to Mama all day (daughter did, she's fine)
candle glow
smells like peace (is that possible?)
cats all snuggled up and warm
my life is blessed
It's Friday night.